For the first time I woke without worry or fear.

My head and my heart; there’s happiness here.

The duty, the burden was not mine to hold.

I’m no longer feeling left out in the cold.

What changed? Why now? It’s been a long time.

I’ve hustled and toiled holding the line.

Today I decided my focus is me.

Set down the weight and be simply carefree.

Not one or a few, so many I hold.

Expectations, like boulders… too heavy a load.

I’ve let them collect til they’re blocking the light.

I’m piercing the darkness, but not with a fight.

As the sun rises, becoming so clear,

My dreams and the future are suddenly here.

No need to defend the fortress I’ve built.

I’m casting away the shame and the guilt.

Shattering glass from fogged-over windows,

Lets in the light and cuts through the shadows.

My mission is clear now. The task is at hand.

Pick up the pieces? Nah! I’ll take a stand.

Razor’s edge comments meant to destroy,

Bounce off me in vain as your arrows deploy.

No armor, no sword; I stand on my own.

My silence sinks deep into your bones.

Again, no spite, I’m sorry to say.

Please step aside, you’re in my way.

The future is bright; it’s calling to me.

Lessons are learned. I’m finally free.